Christmas Eve..

I didn't have much to do today. I just woke up, ate, watch a little then went back to my room and face my laptop. I was just sitting, downloading, feelin' happy about today. I didn't even eat my lunch on time and I took a bath at 6pm. I just feel blessed even if I miss someone who is really far away from me.

These feeling that I have, to be honest, it's not that great even though I feel blessed. I don't feel that happy maybe because i'm missin' someone. I feel like I'm not "at home". I feel like there's something missing or rather I feel half empty. D'you know what makes me feel complete? ..... "the internet, my friends, eating, and watching".... I feel happy doing stuffs that''ll make me forget/get away from reality. It's funny because I just share my thoughts to myself, how? by thinking and simply saying it on my mind. *sigh* I also think that having no bf is a reason for me to feel sad and lonely because there is no warmth here in our home, no sweetness, but there is always laughter. haha.. I'm not that open when I'm at home but I'm open to my friends. Sharing to them takes away pain/sadness/emptiness. It's feels like another home but with love, sunshine, and everything. Anyway, I keep on telling myself that the major cause of my half emptiness is not being with that special someone, my mom. She flew to Singapore and worked there. Now, if I had a bf, would that change a thing? Nah, I don't think so. For me, having friends will do. 

(Okay, I'll stop here 'coz I'm getting bitter..hehe)

Anyway, let's all be happy, forget the hate, remove negative energies, and welcome Jesus on his birthday...

Merry Christmas!! ☺

something I made earlier for my facebook cover ... heehee.. just a rush

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Happy Birthday!!!

Today is my aunt's birthday. Well, she's 39. I think (because I didn't ask)..haha..

Happy birthday to her.

And oh! I made fruit salad ^-^::


-G

Enrollment Day ^------^

I alarmed my phone for me to wake up at 5:30am, then I slept again. I am so lucky because it's school day. That's why my aunt woke me up, but I still feel sleepy so I laid for another 10mins. I drinked tea after doing my routine then I took a bath and after that I ate breakfast.

I waited, waited, waited, and waited for the time to reach 8:00am. Not knowing that my time is late and when I tried to adjust it, it's 10 mins. advance. Well, I think that's a sign that I'm nervous/excited to enroll after having a very short time of sleep. So I've decided to go since my classmate is already there. I thought I'm going to see them when I reached our meeting place, but no! I saw NO ONE. They haven't arrived. My goodness, I was too early to be there. The good thing is that I have a companion (our classmate who enrolled early). I have nothing to do but to text and wait  for their replies.

It took us 'til noon to enroll. We're half sad because some of our classmates didn't make it to our section. But still, we made it! We made it to the next level. Ahhh.. I'm so happy because I'm going to attend school on June 15.

(While waiting, I've been posing and taking my pictures.. ^_^ )

Anyway, we've enjoyed this day. After enrolling we went to McDonalds and ate. There are lot of things that happened. We laughed and laughed and laughed. And we call it a DAY! ^------------^

OMG!

I just made an account.. A new account.. Though, it's in a different language.. Do you know how many times did I create an account in foreign sites(different language aside from English)?

---- 3.... 3 times.. hah!

Anyways, I love their blogs even if it's in a different language, I use the translator.The translation is not that great, at least I can still understand the meaning ^-^....


I need to sleep early..OMG.. Tomorrow is enrollment day! ^-^

-G

A day to buy some things.. ^^::

Last Saturday, I was planning to buy some stuffs before classes will start. It's good that I didn't procrastinate.. ^^;; .. Because it's so hot, I mean very hot here in the Philippines, as if I am going to melt..

Ahhh..What a day... I spent my afternoon strolling and looking for some school supplies then I returned the supplies and went out of the department store..haha.. I'm insane right? I was waiting for my aunt and my sister outside, standing all by myself, looking as if I'm a child waiting for her mom to return. I've spent minutes waiting for them, watching people pass by (including my friends).. Then finally!! They're there! We all entered the department store ('coz I can't buy without them, I mean I don't know what to get..haha, an 18 years old acting like a child) .. I went to pick the things that I've chosen earlier then we went upstairs and I bought a pair of shoes.. I was looking for a shoe with a high heel. Suddenly, I didn't see what I like. I wanted to have a shoe just like Toni Gonzaga's Red high heel shoes. Gosh, it's attractive.. 

Since I can't find what I want I bought a pair of flat shoes.. ^--------^ Yeah! It's always like that. I plan to buy a pair of high heeled shoes then I end up buying a pair of flat shoes.. haha.. Weird!

♥♥♥

Well, after spending the time in buying things.. We went to Chowking!!! mmm.. I Love to eat Chinese Foods in there.. ^-^.. Though, I din't eat much. I only ate Siopao and Halo-halo( the best when it's hot) .. 

My sister ^-^

My Aunt ^-^

Me!!! ^-^

there! Halo-halo

-G

Being Pessimistic vs. Self-Control... Goodbye 2010..

This month, I've been experiencing challenges that came from nowhere..I don't know if I should be happy that my patience is being tested. It's also a great month - spending time with my friends, being happy, traveling and everything. Although, it's really disappointing because the thing that makes me happy is gone. You may think that it's silly but that thing is my way of expressing myself, if I'm upset I use it (edit pictures, watch movies, surf the internet,save everything that I want..etc..)- I think you already know what I'm talking about. Now that I have nothing to use, especially in making our project, I feel very pessimistic. I think I will get a very low grade if we're not going to finish it. I think I can't pass our activities in our lab. I think my life is miserable, knowing that I have nothing to do.

This morning, I can feel my blood boiling because of anger. Why? Well, my step-dad is home. I shouldn't be sad about that but I feel uncomfortable especially because he will drink and will get drunk. I think I'm just scared but I don't really want how he acts and talks. It's all nonsense to me. I know I'm being  selfish, but I can't just pretend that I'm happy because I've been doing that in school (sometimes) and I'm getting tired of it. I'd rather be with my friends than to stay at home because I'm not really that close to them.

I may sound really bad because of what I'm talking about. I just want to type it on these keyboard because I have no one to share it too. I've been controlling myself not to destroy my things because of anger. I get really mad when I'm upset and I'm going to regret it if my things are damaged and become useless.

I have lots of question, some are arguments, and what if's. I know that I can make it. I just hope because I don't to change my course you know. I just want to say goodbye 2010 and hello 2011. I hope there will be a "good" change. This will be the start of everything nice. ",)

-G-